written today in 3rd period.. dont take it too seriously or.. do?

life sucks no really all together it sucks. i can't really handle any of it. might as well turn the easy way. take my life with a knife. hold the handle in my hand. hold it firm in my right hand and aim for my left arm. i push my right hand holding the knife straight forward towards my arm. if i hit a vein 100 points for me i can die faster. but too bad i just cut my skin. the blood quickly runs down my arm touching my shirt and also dripping down to the ground. i scream inside my head because of how much pain really hurts but at the same time feeling better then ever. i hold in the screaming to not draw attention from people. i let the blood go down as i feel around to catch myself. i feel myself getting dizzer as i try to reach for the knife again but instead my left arm grabs the knife and cuts slowly into my right arm dragging down as blood follows out. i feel the pain getting worse. i try to think about what im doing and what i had done to myself but theres no turning back. everything in my view starts to fade away and darken. I start to feel as if im no longer alive. i start to feel empty. i wonder where i have ended up but i remember that this is what i wanted to do so i stay curious of my surroundings. TOO BAD IT REALLY DIDNT HAPPEN maybe tonight..? just please give me the courage to do the right thing cause there's pain in my heart i want to heal.

shay- if you really just wanna forget that we were ever friends then just atleast accept my apology and we'll leave it like that, never talk again i just dont wanna be another enemy to you. i wont ever bug you again i just want you to accept and forgive i guess.. oh yeah and if you dont want anything to do with me then please just try to leave me alone..

simple plan - meet u there

Now you're gone
I wonder why you left me here
I think about it on and on again
I know you're never coming back
But I hope that you can hear me
I'm waiting to hear from you
Until I do

You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me is gone
And I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come

I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there

I wish I could have told you
The words I kept inside
But now I guess it's just too late
So many things remind me of you
I hope that you can hear me
I miss you
This is goodbye
One last time
And where I go you'll be there with me
Forever you'll be right here with me

I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you
I'll meet you there